The Day My Wife Caught Me Sucking Her Dildo

Isn’t cock sucking, or even the idea of it, fascinating? I, myself, have been obsessed with doing it and having it done to me for years. Starting in my college years, I could not get enough. I sought it out at every opportunity. But didn’t tell any of my friends or family, because I am not gay. I just like sucking cock. I’m not into having a relationship or even talking to the dude once I’m finished. Nameless, faceless cocks, that’s what I love and what I crave. You’d thinking sucking her dildo would be perfect for me, and it almost was!

I started acting on my fantasies in college because I thought about it constantly. Some guys dream about pussy. Well, I dreamed about pussy sometimes and cock all the time. At first, I thought it would be hard to find other guys who felt like me and wanted what I wanted.  But hells, no! Man, I was amazed to find tons of men just waiting for me. And I always used condoms or dental dams because I grew up with sisters who got told that they had better use condoms or else.

I Met the First Guy By Accident

So, armed with a huge supply of condoms and tons of blueberry flavored lube and banana flavored dental dams, I went in search of cock. I remember the first one I met by accident while sitting in the bleachers at a football game. Having read porn message boards, I knew  that I had to be ready at any moment for that fly-by-night encounter.  So I had started putting the condoms and stuff in my backpack. I happened to glance in his direction and a look passed between us. He nodded and stood up and waved silently for me to follow him. We went to a secluded place away from the stadium and its lights. I am not one to kiss and tell, but I will say that the night was amazing and after that I knew that I would always want more, no matter what else happened in my life.

Then I Met My Wife

She was what else happened in my life. I dated women all along during the time I was discovering the joys of secret cock sucking. I felt that I was just as capable of loving women whether or not I was meeting the occasional male stranger for a certain kind of entertainment. Then I met my future wife and decided that my cock sucking days should come to an end. Honestly, I tried and tried hard for a long time. I also succeeded in not giving into the impulse to go find some hard up twenty something and just go at it for a long time.

My wife and I married after several years of dating. I was okay most of the time, but I dreamed about faceless men with hard cocks all the time. My wife came from a conservative family, so I knew that she would want no part of my other life. She was, however, somewhat open to other kinky things. She and her friends had a lingerie party soon after our third wedding anniversary and she receive a 10 inch dildo as a gift. We laughed over it and she tossed it in the bottom of her closet.  She forgot about it, but I did not!

I Couldn’t Stop Thinking About Sucking Her Dildo

As I said, my penchant for cock sucking had not gone away in all these years. I had just managed to not act on my impulses. So now, because it had been so long since a man satisfied me, the thought of that dildo in her closet drove me crazy. I never stopped thinking about sucking it. So, finally, I dug it out from under the pile of designer shoes and lay down with it in our bedroom. I started sucking her dildo tentatively, but soon I was really into it. My cock was throbbing and I was so wishing this was some dark and handsome stranger breathing hard and thrusting his hips.

Actually Sucking Her Dildo

I didn’t even hear her come in the room. I was into it and almost there… when I heard her gasp and ask me what the hell I thought I was doing. By that time, I was so far gone and so shocked that it took me a minute to figure out what had happened. Then I saw her face and how she was swaying and clinging to the door jam. I tried to think of some reason why I would be doing such a thing—something, anything that she would accept and forget. Finally, I told her that I was horny and wanted to jack off because she wasn’t around. I told her that the dildo piqued my interest because I hadn’t seen one before. This was a huge lie, of course, but I prayed that she would just take it and let this pass.

I could see in her face that she wanted to believe me. And so she did. My wife, while not stupid, chooses to see what she wants to see. She didn’t want to even begin to think about what my sucking a dildo might mean, so after a few more questions and a blow job, she let it drop. A few weeks later, I went back to finding men because I can’t fight how I feel.  And I don’t want to ever have to have a conversation like that with my wife again.

I don’t think she could understand, much less make me into a sissy husband , sucking cock for her pleasure.

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